Sweetness: S

Chapter 42

Although the influence of the Cherry Blossom Award in China is far less than that of other awards, as a topical movie, Ning Shuangxi still caused quite a stir in China.Zhao Chen received a soft hand when answering work calls, so he could only make up his mind to end the small vacation of his artistes early and bring them back to the country.

The total time spent together did not exceed 24 hours, and Liang Tianyi couldn't hide his unwillingness.

It's not impossible to go back to the country with him, but if he goes back secretly like this, if he is photographed by reporters, his purpose of avoiding him for so long will be ruined in one go.Liang Tianyi was very willful in the past, but after suffering setbacks, his endurance became much stronger.

Back in his apartment in Los Angeles, he could only search the Internet for the news reports of Ning Shuangxi's return with honor, drink his own bitter coffee, and finish the homework for the conservatory of music overnight.

Last time, the arrangement for a friend got a good evaluation, but to his surprise, even if the other party recognized his ability, after a month, they still didn't want to ask him to make music again.

In the American music circle, it is more difficult for people of yellow race to squeeze in than to reach the sky.

The desk is full of drafts of music scores, but there is not a piece of work that he is confident that he can take it out and throw it in the face of those gangsters.

He said that he was staying away from black water to cool public opinion, but he was still brooding in his heart. If he didn't come back vigorously, he would never be able to calm down the shame of being splashed with ink in public.

But the status quo is that the longer I practice in this environment full of strong people, the more disappointed I am with the talent I was once proud of.

Long ago, Liang Wenpei watched his rise to fame calmly, without praise or criticism. Liang Tianyi once thought it was all because he didn't care about himself. Now that he is in the real hall of pop music, he used to rely on talent and The self-confidence accumulated by the band's experience was completely crushed here.

Before going to Tokyo, he was already a little confused.

Back in Los Angeles, the lack of improvement and loneliness made it harder for him.

He pushed aside the drafts on the table, and pasted the photoshoot with Ning Shuangxi that day on the street in the center of the table.After I finished, I felt that I was too middle-aged, so I tore off the photo sticker and stuck it on the corner of the full-length mirror.

I don't think it's more secondary at all.

Another month passed after such a tormented body and mind, and the situation not only didn't get better, but got worse.

His homework was given a low score by the professor, and the works he sent to his friends were also returned. Fang Yuan had no news for a long time, and everything seemed to be at its worst stage.

If he hadn't just returned from drinking with his friends that day, he would not have exposed such a bad side to others even if he had been holding back for the rest of his life.

But he was too depressed.

Being denied is more frustrating than being suppressed.

So when he received Ning Shuangxi's video request, he uncontrollably poured out his distress to the other party.

Ning Shuangxi was stunned for a long time, and she didn't know how to comfort the young man who was lying in front of the computer with misty eyes, looking lonely and confused.

He can teach him to act, but not how to sing.

Liang Tianyi's voice quality is above average and his skills are good, but he is far from being a song god. It is all due to his creative talent praised by fans for making him popular in three years.But now this young man who is dubbed by the media as the "little creative king of Asia" has only received a mid-to-low evaluation at the Los Angeles Conservatory of Music.

Lower middle class?What's the difference between that and failing?

If this kind of news spreads back to China, the adjectives "exhausted", "someone caught a knife", and "excessively famous" will probably hang on his head.

"Can I go back?" Liang Tianyi thought to himself, propping his head heavy from alcohol with one hand.

This question has been hanging in his heart since the first day he went abroad, like a knife, cutting off a piece of flesh from time to time when he misses his lover.

The two communicated in silence for 10 minutes.

Ning Shuangxi scratched her head, and finally could only change the subject: "Did you write 1/2?"

Liang Tianyi was startled awake by this topic, raised his head, and originally planned to deny it, but on second thought, he obediently admitted it.He was going to secretly give this song to him as a gift, and after a long time he discovered it one day, or he never discovered it, and he could take credit for it.

This is his way to permanently bind the straight man Ning Shuangxi.

It is too early to find out now!

"Isn't this very good? It means you, you just have no inspiration for the time being." Finally breaking out a reasonable reason, Ning Shuang began to comfort him according to this logic: "Just like a writer, write every day, We have compiled five patterns of 360, how can it be so easy to innovate? So you have to give yourself a rest space, don't keep thinking about going forward..."

Liang Tianyi heard so much from him, but asked, "Did Guan Zeru tell you?"

"...It doesn't matter if it's him! I mean..."

Seeing that Ning Shuangxi continued to comfort herself, Liang Tianyi could only wave his hands helplessly: "It's too late, you should go to sleep."

It's not that he doesn't accept comfort, it's just that when he was in a hurry to run, Ning Shuangxi let himself slow down and rest.

is it possible?

No matter how many desires I have in my heart, I can't confide in this person.Because it concerns his pride and dignity.This kind of problem existed in the past, and it became more obvious after going to different places.

He suddenly felt more congested.

Ning Shuangxi watched helplessly as he said goodbye to her perfunctorily, then turned off the video with an unrelieved expression, and stared at the screen for a long time.When encountering such a problem, let alone separating the two countries, even if they sit face to face, they may not be able to find a solution.

He sighed, and could only hope that the other party would get out of the predicament as soon as possible.

His trust was not out of thin air, and the Liang Tianyi he knew certainly couldn't be depressed just like that.Frustration with the status quo lasted only a few days, and Liang Tianyi found a new target.

On the streets of Los Angeles, entertainers perform on the street every day.It's not just for food and clothing, but also for some prospective artists with dreams to exercise themselves.

When Liang Tianyi was playing in a band abroad, he also did street performances for a period of time. It was not difficult for him to adapt to such an environment, so the young man who wanted to break through himself brought his own works, dressed up in disguise, and carried He ran to the side of the street with the guitar and began to sing and find inspiration.

There were quite a few people who stopped by, and some scouts even handed him business cards, but this was not what he wanted.

There is too much difference between good and very good.

It's been less than half a year, yet he can't even remember how he created "1/2".At that time, he seemed to be enlightened overnight, and when he came back to his senses, the work had been completed.

It was the same when he first debuted, he was like a child favored by God, with a steady stream of inspiration flashing, he squandered the gifts given by God willfully, never thought about what it would be like if he was abandoned by God one day end.

To be honest, he had already faintly felt the bottleneck before the accident.It's just that he didn't expect that this bottleneck would appear at the lowest point of his career. If it wasn't for Ning Shuangxi's stimulation, maybe he wouldn't even be able to write "1/2".

Liang Tianyi stood on the street with people coming and going, pouring all kinds of positive comments into his ears, but he still felt a sense of unhappiness.

After only singing for a few days, he gave up this meaningless experiment.

During this period, he didn't make any video calls with Ning Shuangxi, but he learned the lessons from the past, and would occasionally send some text messages to explain that his condition was not good and he needed to retreat for a while.

Ning Shuangxi's reply was very positive and optimistic, but Liang Tianyi still got the truth from Fangyuan.

The homosexual films he made really affected his domestic market, and the popularity of the topic was only temporary. The invisible political hand behind the circle made him quickly refrigerated after the topic faded.

Fortunately, before Zhao Chen became anxious, Guan Zeru approached Ning Shuangxi again, hoping to cooperate with him in the second commercial film.Not only to make up for the loss of Ning Shuangxi's image, but also because he likes the state of cooperation between the two.

Regarding Zeru's support, I believe it is only a matter of time before he returns to the mainstream media.

While Liang Tianyi breathed a sigh of relief, he thought of himself who was still standing still, so he couldn't even reach out.

That night, he ran to the bar near the school alone to have a drink, and happened to see an advertisement for the band's temporary lead singer posted on the bar counter.

Liang Tianyi was not interested at first, but the bartender who was already familiar with him smiled and encouraged him: "Why don't you try it? A group of muscular boy bands, but there is a beautiful Asian lead singer. Just thinking about it makes me excited."

Are you excited?

Liang Tianyi glanced at him, suddenly raised the corners of her lips, leaned over, and tore off the advertisement: "That depends on the kind of excitement."